Stupid.

My idiotic sister called me stupid yesterday for thinking it would make anything better if I didn't shout out to the world what was making me sad.

You want me to shout it out to the world, Peanut? Okay, I'll shout it out to the world;

I'M GETTING BULLIED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN M ENTIRE LIFE AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT!!! I'VE NEVER EVER BEEN BULLIED BEFORE, AND IF I WAS I WASN'T CONSCIOUS OF IT!!! PEOPLE ARE SAYING I'M STUPID AND IDIOTIC AND ON DRUGS, BUT I'M NOT ANY OF THOSE THINGS AND I'M GETTING A 4.0 GPA RIGHT NOW, BUT STILL NO ONE BELIEVES ME!!!

So that's what's wrong. No one ever dared to bully me before because I was already pretty quiet and self-conscious back in grade school(hard to believe now, isn't it?), and they would've gotten in even more trouble bullying me than anyone else because the teachers felt sorry for me.

But in Middle School, I started branching out and getting more crazy and stuff. so I guess people figured that they could bully me now. I guess they didn't consider that I'm not tough enough to BE bullied yet.

I'm on Spring break now, though, so I guess I can relax a little now. I love Spring! It's the happy time when I can get back on my bike after a long time of goig everywhere on FOOT! Horror, horror!

It's also the only time of year when I'm any good at poetry. Strange happenings.

No Name wrote a very inspiring poem a few weeks ago, and I've been using it to get through these hard times. I'll put it here now. It's an effigy poem, so forgive me if it looks strange.

------------------Girls--------------
-----------are like apples------
-------on trees. The best ones-----
-----are at the top of the tree.-----
---The boys don't want to reach---
--for the good ones because they--
-are afraid of falling and getting hurt.-
-Instead, they get the rotten apples-
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples up top think
somethings wrong with them when in
-reality they're amazing. They just--
---have to wait for the right boy to
----come along, the one who's-
-----------brave enough to--------
---------------climb all-------------
---------------the way-------------
--------------to the top--------------
-------------of the tree.--------------

Whew! It must have taken her forever to think that up. It took forever just to type it!

With that, Sayonara! I promise I'll be as optimistic as possible!